The German
philosopher Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz (1646-1716) asked
what some have called the first and greatest philosophical question: “Why is
there something rather than nothing?” That is, why does anything—star, planet,
dust, ducks, people, plums, the universe itself—exist?
And thus we might begin a semester course in ontology and metaphysics. Or
we might simply sit a moment in wonder. It could have been otherwise. It might have been otherwise. Rather than there being something, there could be nothing.
That notion was a prominent feature in the thinking of G.K. Chesterton
(1874-1936). For Chesterton, the fact that there is something rather than
nothing was cause for amazement and rejoicing. He celebrated that amazement in
his poem “A
Second Childhood.”
In the poem, Chesterton contemplates old age. Even at death’s door, he
wants to be astounded at creation, at night and day, at the ground beneath his
feet, and even at his own being. He hopes to stare at such things with all the
amazement of a child seeing them for the first time.
Life is a gift. That something exists rather than nothing is cause for
wonder—wonder in both senses: “I wonder why?” as well as wordless awe. The
wonder that the world is and that I too am goes a long way to develop gratitude
in our hearts. It is truly amazing since it could have been otherwise.
Rather than reading silently, read this aloud.
“A Second Childhood.”
When all my days are ending
And I have no song to sing,
I think that I shall not be too old
To stare at everything;
As I stared once at a nursery door
Or a tall tree and a swing.
Wherein God’s ponderous mercy hangs
On all my sins and me,
Because He does not take away
The terror from the tree
And stones still shine along the road
That are and cannot be.
Men grow too old for love, my love,
Men grow too old for wine,
But I shall not grow too old to see
Unearthly daylight shine,
Changing my chamber’s dust to snow
Till I doubt if it be mine.
Behold, the crowning mercies melt,
The first surprises stay;
And in my dross is dropped a gift
For which I dare not pray:
That a man grow used to grief and joy
But not to night and day.
Men grow too old for love, my love,
Men grow too old for lies;
But I shall not grow too old to see
Enormous night arise,
A cloud that is larger than the world
And a monster made of eyes.
Nor am I worthy to unloose
The latchet of my shoe;
Or shake the dust from off my feet
Or the staff that bears me through
On ground that is too good to last,
Too solid to be true.
Men grow too old to woo, my love,
Men grow too old to wed;
But I shall not grow too old to see
Hung crazily overhead
Incredible rafters when I wake
And I find that I am not dead.
A thrill of thunder in my hair:
Though blackening clouds be plain,
Still I am stung and startled
By the first drop of the rain:
Romance and pride and passion pass
And these are what remain.
Strange crawling carpets of the grass,
Wide windows of the sky;
So in this perilous grace of God
With all my sins go I:
And things grow new though I grow old,
Though I grow old and die.
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